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Bitte?

Thu Oct 1, 2009, 10:35 AM
I'm trying to get back into the swing of things-- writing, I mean. So, it would really help if someone could comment on my stuff-- it makes me feel better. XD Doesn't have to be much- a critique, a comment, a "Hey, your stuff sucks" or "Write more NAU." Just something to motivate me and get me off my butt.


I'm just hoping for some sort of feedback...

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Scream-- Tokio Hotel
  • Reading: Malcolm X

Imaginary.

Fri Sep 25, 2009, 8:08 AM
1. Put Your iTunes (or whatever music player) on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag at least 3 friends.
6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because pointless fun spreads like a virus.



If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Eva~ Nightwish
[dunno, really.]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Hear Me~ Kelly Clarkson
[apparently someone who will listen]

How do you feel today?
An Deiner Seite (Ich bin da)~ Tokio Hotel
[I dunno, I guess that would be supportive? Quoting the English version, "Turn around,I am here. If you want it's me you'll see."]

What is your life's purpose?
Broken~ Seether/Amy Lee
[??]

What is your motto?
Unspoken~ Lacuna Coil
[an unspoken motto is kind of cool]

What do your friends think of you?
No One~ Aly & AJ
[awww, sad]

What do you think of your parents?
All I Need~ Within Temptation
[hmmm. Oddly specific, but I do need more than my parents...]

What do you think about very often?
Bring Me To Life~ Evanescence
[someone to "wake me up inside" lawl]

What's 2+2?
Unendlichkeit~ Tokio Hotel
[:) Funny because unendlichkeit means infinity! lol]

What do you think of your best friend?
When I Get Home~ The Beatles
[o.O huh?]

What do you think of the person you like?
Where Is Your Heart~ Kelly Clarkson
[hahaha I don't like anybody right now. But if I did, this would be funny.]

What is your life's story?
Monsoon~ Tokio Hotel
[yup, ever since TH entered my life, it's been one of my favorite songs.]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Gone Forever~ Three Days Grace
[That's kind of depressing, actually. I don't want that.]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Good Enough~ Evanescence
[hahaha just from the title it's funny but considering the amazingness of the song, that's a pretty good description. For my love of Bill Kaulitz, haha!]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Born Like This~ Three Days Grace
[YES. Lots of thrashing dance. I'd love to have 3DG songs at my wedding!]

What will they play at your funeral?
Don't Go Soft~ The Vincent Black Shadow
[:D Yes, morbid cabaret-rock FTW. "Don't go soft on breaking my heart, you're like rust I'm falling apart tonight."]


What is your hobby/interest?
Your Daddy's Son~ Ragtime Soundtrack
[o.O really? lol]

What is your biggest fear?
San Francisco~ Vanessa Carlton
[Hehehehehe California. Not a fear, but I think I'm better off without it.]

What is your biggest secret?
Sticks and Stones~ Aly & AJ
[? I don't think that's a secret. Good song, though. "Why don't they understand that someone else's pain is not for gain.... Sticks and stones won't break my soul, get out of the way I'm invincible..."]

What do you think of your friends?
You Like Me Too Much~ The Beatles
[:D Haha seriously I'm not as cool as some people think I am. But whatever, I'm not complaining.]

How would you describe yourself?
Prince~ Vanessa Carlton
[OMG Such a good song. Not a good description though.]

What will you post this as?
Imaginary~ Evanescence (The original version, btw)
[The goddess of imaginary light... Love this song.]

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Evanescence
  • Reading: Malcolm X
  • Drinking: root beer

Hmmmm...

Wed Sep 23, 2009, 1:58 PM
So, I've been reading through all my old stuff, and it makes me want to start writing again... But I'm not sure how. Or if I still can...

Please, if you're reading this, can you give me some ideas to jumpstart my writing back up? If you want to see it again, I mean. :sigh: I'm busy with school stuff, but I find that's when I'm most inspired, when I'm trying to get away from school work. A distraction, an escape. :D

So, please? Maybe if there's something you want me to write, whether a fanfic or of my own (decaying) characters I haven't used in forever.




.....

Yeah.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Humanoid-- Tokio Hotel
  • Reading: Malcolm X
  • Drinking: water

Ninja.

Sat Aug 1, 2009, 2:44 PM
Random Fun. stolen from

[x] - You like cheese.
[ ] - You hate peanuts.
[x] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[x] - You have farted today.
[x] - You have choked on something.
[x] - You are a writer.
[] - You smoke.
[] - You like to swim.
[x] - You have farted more than once today.
[x] - You like ice cream.

TOTAL SO FAR = 7

[x] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[ ] - You have more than 3 pets.
[ ] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 30 years old.
[] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] - You like jewelry.
[x] - Your favorite music genre is rock.

TOTAL SO FAR = 11

[ ] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[x] - You like pirates.
[x] - You like anime.
[x] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.
[ ] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[] - You like to eat eggs.
[x] - You have a religion.
[x] - You dress stranger than other people.

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

[] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[x] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[] - You cuss a lot.
[x] - You believe in aliens.
[x] - You play video games.
[ ] - You have low self-esteem.
[x] - You carry a purse.

TOTAL SO FAR = 23

[x] - You like flowers.
[] - You are bisexual or homosexual.
[ ] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[] - You have used tarot before.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[ ] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome.
[ ] - You like =Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's.
[ ] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[ ] - You have gotten one of the daily riddles right.
[] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.

TOTAL SO FAR = 25

[] - You like fire.
[] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[x] - You have a high school diploma.
[x] - You live in America.
[ ] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.
[] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[ ] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[ ] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[] - You sleep in the nude.

TOTAL SO FAR = 27

[x] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal.
[x] - You like watermelon.
[ ] - You live in Europe.
[] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[ ] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[x] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[] - You have a brother.

TOTAL SO FAR = 33

[] - You can cook well.
[] - You like to party.
[x] - You are a bad dancer.
[ ] - You are a professional dancer.
[x] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[x] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[x] - You have under 10 good, close friends.
[x] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[] - You have run away from something.
[] - You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".

TOTAL SO FAR = 38

[] - You like to mix soft drinks together.
[] - You have done an odd experiment.
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public.
[x] - Your grandmother(s) are still alive.
[ ] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[ ] - You hate to be tagged.
[ ] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 months.
[] - You have a dA subscription.
[] - Your hair is brown.
[x] - You love to eat candy.

TOTAL SO FAR = 41

[x] - You have dressed up for Halloween.
[x] - You love cats.
[x] - You have a quirky personality.
[] - You are a coffee addict.
[] - You live near a body of water.
[x] - You have had a toothache.
[x] - You currently have to go to the bathroom.
[] - You like reading others' answers to "What would you do?".
[ ] - You are a vegetarian/vegan.
[x] - You use the term: "Epic Fail".

GRAND TOTAL = 47

0-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent.
37 = Bamboo.
38 = A Nissan Skyline.
39 = Pedophile.
40 = A rather large and smelly fish.
41 = Parachute.
42 = Mob of angry sheep.
43 = A clone of yourself.
44 = A mortified chocolate deer antler.
45 = Pincushion.
46 = Toilet seat.
47 = Ninja.
48 = Psycho passion fruit.
49 = Yellow snow.
50 = Flammable.
51 = A poison Easter basket.
52 = A dirty diaper.
53 = Mammary gland.
54 = A moose humping a guardrail.
55 = An illegal immigrant.
56 = Tofu.
57 = Microscopic testicle fuzz.
58 = Staple gun.
59 = Tail feather.
60 = A white rapper.
61 = A shotgun shell.
62 = Sexy as hell.
63 = A popcorn fart.
64 = A rusty, herpes infected needle.
65 = Fortune cookie.
66 = Barack Obama.
67 = Chinchilla.
68 = Weapon of mass destruction.
69 = An epic failure at everything.
70 = Sweat.
71 = Naughty nymphomaniac.
72 = Bicycle tire.
73 = A semi-proportionate and anonymous fish scale.
74 = The Bubonic Plague.
75 = Turkey.
76 = Amoeba.
77 = A lice-infected hobo.
78 = The ruler of all evil.
79 = Horny toad.
80 = Fairy Godmother.
81 = Tuba.
82 = Anorexic llama capillary.
83 = Moldy snot.
84 = Miley Cyrus wannabe.
85 = Doppelganger.
86 = Future porn star.
87 = Unnatural disaster.
88 = Statistical database.
89 = Genital lice.
90 = Rocket launcher.
91 = Ruby vomit.
92 = Maggot.
93 = Selfish antagonistic poofing cat.
94 = Pudding.
95 = A gravy train.
96 = Santa Claus.
97 = Paris Hilton's big toe.
98 = Decaying insect corpse.
99 = Blood bank.
100 = Freak of nature and humanity.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Fairly Odd Parents: Jimmy/Timmy Power Hour
  • Drinking: root beer

Meme time...

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 7:16 PM
.Girl Confessions Meme.
Ouuhh, boy 8'DD


1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
*nods* Guilty.

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
Uhm... I generally dislike drama, unless it's on TV!

3. Are you a girly girl?:
Not really... I just like my makeup.

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Gabby

5. Small or large purses?:
Whatever strikes me at the time I buy it.

6. Are you short?:
Hey, short people are cute. <3

7. Do you like somebody:
Nah, I'm taking a summer off. Haha.

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
Turn around and get right up in their face. EXCUSE ME?!?!?!

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Nah.

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
Always! I love dressing up, especially things that aren't your typical Halloween costume. *coughBILLcough*

11. Are you double jointed?:
No.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
In a church?

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
Nein.

14. Is there of rumor going around about you?:
I'm not cool enough to have rumors spread about me.

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
No, though sometimes people call me by my last name...

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?:
Why do I care?

"X" Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up.
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth. (It's really not that hard!)
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[] I like country
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.(Yikes, I better get rid of them!)
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
Blue/tan

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
Dark-haired. Blondes just don't appeal to me.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
Don't think so. No.

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
A few.

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
No, but I get to experience it through my character in the musical!

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
No. That'd be weird.

7. Do you like your life?:
Mostly. There are some bits I'd like to change, but overall I'm content.

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
What boyfriend? Haha

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
Hey, just last weekend! lol It was fun.

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
Girls

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
Since May, I think? *scratches head*

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
Haha, yes! In the musical I get to slap Ethan!

13. What are your biggest fears?:
Being ignored and being alone.

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
A few times, though I don't remember why..

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Ohh, only Bill. :D

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?:
Possibly. I've never really had experience with this, so I dunno.

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
Yeah, but I don't remember.

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
Half of the time I'm awake. *sigh*

19. Are you currently missing someone?:
No, because Caitlin is back in the USA!!!


This guy or that guy? Pick one.

Punk/Goth or Gangster?:
Punk/Goth for sure

Preppy or Cowboy?:
Cowboy... And that's stretching it.

Face or Body?:
Hmm, face.

Sweet or Sexy?:
Either. :)

Well-educated or Dropout?:
Can they be a well-educated dropout or am I asking for too much?

Armani or Abercrombie?:
Armani, I hate Abercrombie. *big stabby smilie*

City-slicker or Rural Guy?:
Rural guy who I can relate to.

Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?:
Brown. :D

Contacts or Glasses?:
Contacts.


More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?:
Mascara

02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?:
Louis Vuitton, but only because it's French.

04. Skirts or pants?:
Skirts.

05. Socks or leggings?:
Leggings!!!! Preferably multi-colored striped ones!

06. Hoodies or jackets?:
Hoodies!

07. Heels or sneakers?:
Sneakers

08. Straight or curly hair?:
Curly

09. Hoop or dangling earrings?:
Dangly...

10. White or black?:
*not sure how to answer this question and not sound awkward* I'll tell you later...

11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?:
Bath and Body Works.

12. Smoothies or lattes?:
Smoothies.

13. Diet or regular sodas?:
Regular.

15. Pearls or diamonds?:
Pearls.

16. Vintage or boho?:
Vintage but not ugly vintage, plz.

17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?:
Ehh, they're kind of the same to me.

18. Lindsay or Hilary?:
Lindsay

19. Ipod or cell phone?:
Mp3 player. HA!

20. Friends or family?:
Probably family, if they weren't so crazy.

21. Lip gloss or lip stick?:
Lip gloss

22. Manicure or pedicure?:
Manicure

23. Tiffany’s or Chanel?:
Chanel, she's French!

24. Love or peace?:
Love.

25. Sunglasses or purses?:
Purses, I never look good in sunglasses.

In a girl or guy...

Funny or Serious?:
A balance of both.

Romantic or Daredevil?:
Romantic.

Cute or Hot?:
Cute

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?:
Dark.

Long Hair or Short Hair?:
Longish. Anywhere from below the ear to full on Bill length. It's no fun playing with someone's hair if it's too short.

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?:
Straight

Clean-cut or Rough?:
Clean-cut

Good Dancer or Good Singer?:
Good singer. It's a requirement. Muahahaha.

Basketball Player or Football Player?:
Yuck. If anything, baseball.

Jock or Rebel?:
Rebels are more fun.

Smoker or Non-smoker?:
Non-smoker.

Druggie or Clean?:
Clean

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?:
Hmm, either would do.

Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?
Clean-shaven, beards kind of creep me out.

Younger or Older?:
Older, but not by much. Like, three years max.

Player or Loyal?:
Loyal

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Ceiling fan.
  • Eating: Laffy Taffys
  • Drinking: root beer

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